I'm new to writing online, but I can already see the struggle between creating something for the sake of it, and then creating as a means to an end.

There's probably a balance in there somewhere that I haven't struck yet, but I am feeling mostly the same as you Matt.

I appreciate your writing though. You have a unique voice and mastery with words. I hope you don't stop writing here, but I appreciate you sharing how you feel too. It'll be alright man. Things have a way of working out, but you don't need me to tell you that.